A Triple Blessing

Monday, January 18, 2016

It's time we announce the great gift we've been given, the beauty that came from such a dark time, another miracle set of triplets. The first time was shock, the second time... 
We knew there was a Divine plan

Boy, Boy, Girl. 
Yes, Just like Jax, Stella and Beck. 

Their due date is one year to the date after we lost Jax, Stella and Beck.
May 2nd, 2015 (Birthday)
May 2nd, 2016 (40 week due date)

No we didn't plan this, he did.
No we didn't expect this, he already knew.
Yes we were shocked. 
We were scared. Still are.
But we know the anxieties are only taken away by one person and he has created a plan so much better than we could have even imagine. 

We miss Jax, Stella and Beck.
We ache with every thought, "they should be here". Always our first, always the first grandchildren for my parents, always the first granddaughter for Jordan's. There should be 3 more children running around. But how can something so miraculous happen, and you not believe they had something to do with this. They are not gone- they are very much alive. 

We believe God has the perfect plan to fill your broken heart with 
just the right amount of healing. 
We don't understand his plan, but are so grateful for his unlimited blessings. 

"Rainbow Babies" is the understanding that the beauty of a rainbow does not negate the ravages of the storm. When a rainbow appears, it doesn't mean the storm never happened or that the family is not still dealing with its aftermath. What it means is that something beautiful and full of light has appeared in the midst of the darkness and clouds. Storm clouds may still hover but the rainbow provides a counterbalance of color, energy and hope."  
A triple Rainbow.

They were not a storm or "a loss", it was their absence that put a dark cloud over our lives. The constant ache of a hole that will never close. 

Jax, Stella and Beck will remain in our family forever. They will be recognized, and treated as if they are here with us, just gone from sight. We will always expect nothing less for their lives. They have been an incredible blessing and continue to teach us and bless us.
 I'll never be able to hold Jax, Stella and Beck again, but I know they are in the safest arms. On earth I will be able to hold three more little loves for as long as I am given with them. 

Most days it doesn't seem real, to good to be true,
 but we hold to faith they WILL be joining us in March!
We are so appreciative of your thoughts, prayers, positivity and support over the past year.
The love and blessings we've received are truly priceless. 

Over the weekend we were showered in love by our church. 
They have become family and a KEY piece to our healing.

It was even more beautiful that we included Jax, Stella and Beck.

We hope that you will pray with us over the next few months that they stay safely inside, continue to grow and thrive and that I have a smooth c-section with a quick recovery.


  1. Congratulations!!!!!! Mel from Australia here :) I've been reading your posts all the way through & think of you & Jordan often, as well as Jax, Stella & Beck. Wishing you all the very best with Cross, Aspen & Asher. Sending you so much love xo

    1. Thank you SO much Mel from being with us from the beginning and offering support and thoughts now!
      We are so so grateful we are surrounded in so much love. Xo all the best.

  2. Just read this and wow...goosebumps and teary eyes. God works in the most incredible ways. I will be praying for you and your beautiful family. I know those beautiful babies in heaven are so excited for you to meet their siblings!

    Dana Edmiston

  3. Congratulations Samone!!!!! ������What a beautiful gift from God. Praying for you and your wonderful adventure. -Christie Cochren

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